Caren Briones.

• Aaaah I’m so excited for this year’s set! But I swear, I honestly can’t sing that song without cracking or without my voice being shaky because it just brings back all of those memories. I was totally over all of that, but it’s just all coming back to me now. Ugh, the song means way too much to me, but I’ll have to bear with it. Other than that, the arrangement is amazing.
• I’m so bad at balancing everything, oh gosh. I’m trying to get used to being an after school member, and now I don’t have time to spend to study for any of my classes. Especially with APWH, I can’t even focus when I try to study because I have so many other things on my mind. And with all of these things going on at home, I can’t even find the time to run anymore. I mean, I would stay up another hour, but I already don’t get enough sleep; I think it’s finally getting to me. After all of the lost hours that I could’ve been sleeping, it’s finally getting to me. I’ve been getting migranes lately, even on the days that we have off from school, and sometimes they’re unbearable. I just want a week (or longer, you know, because that’s cool too) away from the world or something, because that would be great.
• I really can’t deal with this right now. That’s all I have to say when it comes to you. Please, don’t be asking for attention from me, because I’m not willing to give it.
• I really wish you’d be here, because you’re supposed to be here. Not here physically, but mentally. It’s sad, actually, that you manage to be here physically, but you don’t take the time to be here mentally. Your presence is pretty much worthless.
• Can I just bake more cupcakes or something? Because at least baking gets my mind off of certain things, but I kind of don’t have what I need to make stuff, so never mind.
• I always think that you hate me every time I see you. It’s kind of sad.
• Ugh, I feel like a little kid again. You know you’re one of those people that I’ll always have a crush on. I hate you, lol.
• Hahah, it’s funny how I always go all out with these bulleted lists; they’re just funny to look back at.
• A lot of choreo is stuck in my head, but I learned it in such a short amount of time that it’s all just jumbled up.
• Ohp, a new Switched at Birth and Jane by Design tonight.
• I swear, thank you for being here, and keeping me and my sanity in check. You’re amazing, okay.